I don't think I can sleep until I feel like I've done something worth doing. Something in my brain or body prohibits me from letting myself get ready for bed. Perhaps I'm just in a particular crappy mood, but right now I feel like this day has been pointless. For that and other reasons, I am just not happy right now. And I can't go to bed being unhappy, because that's a terrible way to end a day.
Today I had trouble doing anything. I have a lot of homework, studying, and reading to catch up on, but I can't make myself do it. I wasted time watching tv or fiddling around on the internet. And then it was 10:00. What happened to the day?
And now it's 11:30, and I STILL CAN'T GO TO BED, because I haven't done anything today to make it worth going to bed for.
Does this make sense to anyone else?
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